There Is No Perfection In Parenthood

 Parenting is definitely not perfect, I don't know about you but that has been the case for me. Parenting has taught me to aspect the unexpected. Even when I thought that I was prepared, I found out that I was not at all prepared. Everything is always good in theory, but when it actually happens I find that emotions kick in. Things will not always be sunshine and rainbows in parenting, but the love and compassion that I have for my children is what drives me to do the bet that I can. I don't always have the perfect answers or solution to everything, but I think that's what makes life interesting. As my children are learning and growing I am also learning and growing as a parent. Even if I have done this parenting thing before every child is different. In parenting, I am truly learning as I go. Whether things are going good or going south, it is all a learning process. Some situations are easier or harder than others in the world of parenting that is for sure. Also, I must say that my faith is what give me the strength to persevere through it all. Parenting really has tested my grit and also build my grit strength. There is no perfection in parenting, I release myself from the pressure of being perfect. Perfection is unachievable and I will never be able to obtain it. I am just seeking to give love and support and work through life's difficulties. The good times and the difficult times each has it's lessons, I am taking it in and learning from it all. 

Mommy In Need Of Fresh Air

 

The sunshine makes me feel good!

I don't know about you but, I need some fresh air after being in the house all day. Working virtually and monitoring my children with their remote learning is a handful. Lately, I look forward to being outside of the house. I can't wait to actually go on a vacation, it's going to be a thrill to actually plan a vacation. For now, I am trying to be consistent to getting fresh air with my family. Even if it's just going to the store or the park I am all about it. Soon it will get colder as winter approaches, I will have to think of some activities to do in the winter. Fresh air is very important for me especially in this quarantine and pandemic. It's something about fresh air that makes me feel alive and refreshed. 

I am taking it one day at a time, I will figure out what winter activities as I go along. What are some winter activities, that you are looking forward to? 

Mom's Today I just Want To Remind You To Smile

 Moms,

This job is hard, not to mention parenting in a global pandemic. I just want to remind you to smile today. No matter the obstacles know that you are doing the best that you can.

  SMILE!!!!

Moms, How Do You Find Time For Yourself During Quarantine

 Hello Moms!

We are experiencing unprecedented times, this has never happened to us ever. 

Although, most of us do not have to be out as much, we are learning how to navigate being home. 

Working from home, distant learning, chores and the list goes one. It has been a busy year and there is no 

end in sight. How do moms separate home life from work life and school life? 

Our entire world have collided together. Its been a constant juggling act for most of us. 

I was having a difficult time finding me time before this pandemic appeared. Although, I did have the 

luxury of going to the gym after school drop offs. Oh how I miss those days, I don't feel too safe going to 

the gym right now, it is a unnecessary risk for me to take. When I'm doing chores and checking on my 

children during distant learning, the day goes by quickly. I get so caught up with every detail of my children 

and chores that I have no time for anything else. I am always getting distracted with work, It was a never 

ending cycle! This weekend I decided to stop and focus on my self for a few hours. 

On Sunday, I woke up and went straight to the shower, got ready and took myself for a pedicure. I decided 

to try something new, I tried a Jelly Pedicure and I loved it. I don't think that I will ever go back to a regular 

pedicure. The only issue is that the time went way too fast, I wish that my self care time was longer. 

I was not ready to go home and get back in the house. When I arrived home I decided to hang out in the car 

and listen to some music. It was fun while it last, I plan on having more days when I avoid distractions, drop

everything and take care of myself. How do you find time for yourself in quarantine? Comment and share 

your self care journey.

Me taking a moment to breathe before I go back into the house. Hanging out in my car listening to music.

Mommy What Do You Do All Day? No Mom Want To Hear This Question.

 It's interesting to know that most children cannot describe what their mom does all day. Recently, this came up in a discussion at home. My husband suggested that we all (entire family) switch roles and role play. Then on of my children jokingly said " what does mommy do all day" 😑

Really, you want to know what I do, you couldn't handle what I do on a daily basis. I can hardly handle it myself at times. On top of all the chores and dealing with children school stuff, I have to be therapist dealing with everyone's feelings and emotions. Not to mention be a personal driver for my kids. Then I have deal with married life stuff, then if I am lucky if I have sometime for myself. I am always giving myself the left overs, of time and energy after giving to my family. What does mom do all day? The answer to your question is everything! I do not have a one track mind, I dabble in everything. 

The quickest way for everyone to find out what I do is if I stop doing it. Then you will clearly see what mom does all day. This is how I am feeling today 😁

Anyway, life goes on and on. Hang in there to all the moms who are doing their best with what they have. This Pandemic has caused moms to work double time, hang in there it gets better. 

MOM GUILT IS REAL!

 Mom guilt is such a real thing in every sense of the word. 

I have experienced mom guilt at every stage of my motherhood journey. I would feel guilty about buying something for myself or having free time. I would rather go without and make sure that me children have what they need and things that they may want. Being a mom is no doubt a selfless job, and the bottom line for me is that, I would rather spend my last dollar on my children. I will admit, that in the infancy of motherhood my appearance was not the best that it could be. My children on the other hand, were always dressed nicely and taken care of. In fact, one of my favorite pass times was dressing my kids up and taking pictures. I was and am always stingy with the time I have for self-care. I felt guilty about nearly everything that meant that I would have to give time and resources to myself. 

Striking Balance

Now that my children are teenagers, I still feel mom guilt at times. I am just learning how to take better care of myself. Mommy burnout is also real and often times for me it's caused by mom guilt. I previously felt like I needed to jump through hoops to please everyone. Now, I know that I need to take care of myself so that I can give my best self to my family. There are other manifestations of mom guilt, some of these may be natural feelings that moms go through. Whatever, the case I am working my way through it and taking good care of myself. 

Moms Make It Happen

 This goes without saying, moms are always multitasking all day everyday. I can't think of a day or time when I am not multitasking. I don't know what it's like to only have one task on a daily basis. 

Multitasking is really an understatement, to say the least. Motherhood is more than just completing a series of task. It is also about being present physically, emotionally and spiritually, it about being devoted and being available in every way to our children. I am sure every parent understand what a big commitment having children are, it's never as simple as completing a task. There is always a need that have to be addressed when it comes to raising children. There are a million moving parts all at once when it comes to raising children. Not to mention, moms are not just moms we wear other hats that are also important. Some of us have careers and spouses. That is another area of our lives that needs attention, and then we have to find time for self care which is equally as important. Sometimes we may feel like we are spreading ourselves thin, but some how we get it done. Sometimes we are tired and stressed from juggling it all. It really is not an easy job but we make it happen. We do it for the love of our families and that makes it worth it.